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Voracian Bull by Android3000
Voracian Bull
adopted from :iconaeether:

One of several monsters within the Well of Dis, the Voracian Bull is among the most known and feared. Its horns and hooves are so hot, they ignite the very air around them into flames. It's hide is all but indestructable, hardened and tempered from its existance in the Well. It is located within the ring catering to the souls of the violent.

The Voracian Bull is the nemesis of all who stampeded towards their desires and goals, utilizing violence first rather than as a last resort. Completely ceaseless in its state of rage, it never stops its stampede. It will stomp, gore, crash, and trample through anything in its way. Trying to stop it is a fools errand. Trying to harm it is even more insane, for the bulls are some of the favored pets of Sinrek, God of Punishment and Rage, and the Ruler of the Well.

Basically part of a fantasy series I may one day start when I feel I have enough experience. I'd kind of like to do my own mythology stories sometime.
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Adina the Hyena. by Android3000
Adina the Hyena.
Welp, here's my Girl from :iconlet-me-in-oct: in all her gritty glory! Gourd's a little bigger than it appears, but at the same time Adina's roach physiology allows her to drink from puddles if need be. She isn't as pressed for reliable water sources as others, a useful trait for her given she can't sweat and needs to stay hydrated. Her teeth are dentures composed of a durable yet somewhat uncomfortable material, with the teeth extracted from raiders and people she's had to kill.

Commissioned from :iconheltinde: Was supposed to be in color, but haven't heard from the artist in like a month in a half. Ah well, 200 points is still pretty good for the lineart. If anyone wants to try coloring, let me know XD.


Adina is MINE!
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Let Me In Final Part 3:
Yeah I have no title for this one. 

YEAH I ENDED MY ENTRY WITH MY GIRL GETTING HER GUY XD

This whole experience has been something else. As forgetful as I am, unable to keep my days straight due to the dull idiosyncracies, I hope never to forget this. Hopefully I've learned to manage my writing time better, so I'm not as stressed. But I like to think it was all worth it, to help create this world.

This round is dedicated to :iconleafquill:, who's patience and understanding has done more for me than I could ever hope to repay. I've tried so hard to get this in when I said I would, yet life and work kept beating me down. Even when I found the time, it was like I had to make myself sit down to get this out there for everyone, costing more time. I should've had this out 5 days ago, really. Despite having no reason to keep humoring me, you kept offering me a chance to finish when I kept running out of time. I've sweated, and suffeered several sleepless nights to get this in. I was able to finish for you. Thank you. I don't deserve such kindness. No matter what happens, even without winning anything, my soul and heart can be at peace knowing I at least finished the story rather than breaking down into depression and suicidal self-hatred.


:iconmissaspie: Your Azalea made me rethink my entire plot so many times I couldn't start writing untill near the end of the original deadline. Even then, I've kept revising. It's really helped me to grow as a writer. As an autistic myself, I can relate to a few of her quirks as well.  You made a great story fitting of my Adina, and within the alotted time. I meanwhile had to keep on at it until now, fighting an uphill battle with my short attention span and issues with focusing and actually getting shit done. I had far more time than I ever deserved, while you did yours when you said you would the first time, and well. I can only hope to be as quick and driven someday. I just wanted to say that to me, you're the true winner of this round. No matter what the points amount to, remember that. :)


To everyone else? I fucking love all of you. The only way this could have been more fun and constructive for me was if I had gotten my shit together and didn't put all my thoughts on all the entries down into words at the last minute each time. Brainstorming with your characters was a blast, and this is one of the few tourneys where I want to make sure I read everyone's entries. Most are read, but again I have the attention span of a cocaine snorting flea. Need to get back on my focusing meds. This world we all made together has influenced me in many ways, and it is now my dream to one day make a novel out of this. If you ever see that book on the shelves one day, check for your character's names. There'll be a shout out to you all.

Also, I advise you reread the first two parts. I did a considerable amount of editing so the story would be as seemless as possible.

Part 1: fav.me/daaea6n

Part 2: fav.me/dab68o1


Adina: Mine

Azalea: :iconmissaspie: 

Delta: :iconkestrad:

Billy: :iconlegendaryhero64:

Eric: :iconabandonedambition:

Pike: :iconlongshotlink:

Cairo: :iconmidnightcootie:

Whelk: :iconbistreblack:


:iconlet-me-in-oct:

:iconxmayflowerx: and :iconforegoneconclusion: , sorry I couldn't get your characters into the story like I wanted to. I spent the better part of a week trying, but I couldn't get it in with what I had in the end. Yinz are still awesome!
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Let Me In Final Pt.2: Let Us In!
Remind me to commission a gift of something to :iconleafquill:

Also, trying to incorporate everyone else's works and actions into this is a bitch! But I love her all the same XD.

Azalea is rubbing off on Adina! Plus she's realizing the spite and anger just isn't worth the aggravation lol.

Adina: Mine

Azalea: :iconmissaspie:

Delta: :iconkestrad:

Billy: :iconlegendaryhero64:

Eric: :iconabandonedambition:

Pike: :iconlongshotlink:

Cairo: :iconmidnightcootie:

Whelk: :iconbistreblack:


Part 1: fav.me/daaea6n

Part 3: fav.me/dac9ugi

:iconlet-me-in-oct:
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I have so many ideas floating in my head, but I can never seem to put them down on paper! Damn you procrastination, damn you ADHD! God DAMN you self-doubt! I honestly hate myself and apologize to any who watch me or give any damns. I need to start writing more, do something, anything! 


Trying to change myself, but things just stay the same. Never should have tried to go off my ADHD/Depression meds 7 yrs ago. Couldn't stand being tied to them, half the time they made my stomach churn. Now I'm miserable, feel stagnant and lost in life, and keep thinking I've been wasting my years. I want to do more, read and write more, take in new things, but I procrastinate constantly! I'm either scared of failure, or feel like I don't deserve to move forward because I haven't done much. Half the damn time I feel like I don't know anything, and I haven't done enough. It's pathetic and I need to change. I've never felt this much self loathing in my life. I feel like I've wasted the past 6-7 years! I mean, I've read some stuff, watched a multitude of things from cartoons to movies to educational etc, and I wasn't living under a rock my whole life. 

BUT WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I ACCOMPLISHED!?! 

I've drifted from dishwasher job to dishwasher job! I've yet to find a career in the field I got a degree in (Dental Lab Technology) close to four years ago! In the lab I'm at now, working two days a week, I'm just trying to relearn what I learned. And you know what's messed up? It was meant as a fallback career in case the writing never picked up. But in these past 4 years, how much writing have I lifted up? Not FUCKING MUCH APPARANTLY! I've had so many story ideas, why the HELL haven't I written them?!?

Hell, I got a Dragon Software package (speech to text) over two years ago and only installed it last winter before Christmas. I even signed up for a novel writing course half a year ago (guarenteed to have a novel at the end) at a dirt cheap discount but almost didn't renew the code in time. And still haven't exploited either! WHY?! Am I that damned scared, that full of self-deprecating doubt?!

I talk to everyone about how I try and want to change, to improve myself for the better. So WHY CAN'T I?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME AND WHY CAN'T I EVER FOCUS!?! I'M 27 FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!


.................................*sigh*........................fuck me.


I'm sorry. 

I had to get it off my chest. I suppose things aren't completely fucked. I'm in therapy, talking my stress out, and I'm less suicidal then I was last year. I doubt I'll ever do it, I don't have the nerve and at least a few people I care about would miss me. That lab gig is helping me out, refreshing my skills, and the dentist and aids are very nice. They're very patient with me, and I want to improve and help them fully set up their own lab to make dentures. Gonna try that Novel course after I'm done with :iconLet-Me-InOCT:, hopefully it hasn't expired. Also gonna finally try the Dragon software hopefully. I mean, what do I have to lose? And I do want to get back on my meds, as they would help me make the last 3 year of my 20's become (hopefully) insanely productive. The change is happening, it's just really slow. And old lazy habits are so hard to break. 

I've lived my life like a lazy river at the local Sandcastle, drifting from point to point, taking paths of minimal current and resistance, doing whatever offered stimulation with the least amount of effort. It can't keep going like that. Reality has shown me that. Trying to do so will only cost me my will to live.

Honestly I'm just upset. I came to these realizations back near the end of 2014, even wrote a journal entry about it:  Redefining Self-WorthInspiration can be rather elusive at times. You wonder why others create more than you or why you can never get your ideas down. For me, another thing that had been depleting my creative mojo was comparing myself to others.
I've been on the site for a while, seen all kinds of great art. I've even gone from trying to be a photographer to trying to be a writer. And honestly, I've felt disappointed in my lack of submissions. It's not like I don't have ideas, either; I have ideas for 5 to 6 different stories, and a few poems. The problem has been that my mind just moves faster than my hands. For those of you watching that actually give a shit, I apologize for not giving you more to see. I will be churning out works more often, or die trying.
Also, I think the biggest problem has been my sense of self-worth. In that regard, I never really put much value on my own life. I've been comparing myself to others far to much, thinking "Oh, they done more than me! They've done better than me!" And t
     But in the end, I'm not sure I've really come all that far. Submitted a few things, tried a few OCT's, even a collab in one. Other than that, not much. And in all of them I would compose my entries within the last 2 weeks or more often the last few days of each deadline. I mean I'd brain storm all the time, daydream about my story, but it'd only go to paper in the last minute. Can't keep doing it like that, I feel more stressed than anything.

I'm not even sure if anyone will read this. I don't blame anyone who doesn't. My notifications menu is loaded with the works of my friends that I have yet to read or comment on. Can't even focus myself enough to do that most the damn time. And here I keep looking for comments and attention on what little works I do create and submitt. It is a bit hypocritical.

Still, to any who bother...Thank you. You're a part of what allows me to keep living in a world that makes no real sense to me and only seems to want to work me to the bone and throw away the husk.
 

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Andrew Marshall
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I'm a wannabe artist with big dreams and an even bigger imagination. I hope to someday be skilled enough to make a graphic novel or webcomic. My American dream is simple, to make a living out of something I enjoy. I'm also a bit of a jokester, with a broad sense of humor.

Current Residence: Area 51
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Skin of choice: Chrome, foo!
Personal Quote: Life's a bitch, but make her your bitch, and the world will pave a path to your door.


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Minthuu Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
happy birthday mate!! <3
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Android3000 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2016  Hobbyist
Thanks Cherry!
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EnfieldKit Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday Android!! 
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Android3000 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2016  Hobbyist
Aw, thank you Kit-Kat!
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EnfieldKit Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sorry for the delayed message past couple days have been kind of nuts, but i hope you had a great one! *sends many birthday hugs* 
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Android3000 Featured By Owner May 1, 2016  Hobbyist
Awwww~
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nearmouse Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday dear sir! May the cherub of delight sprinkle luck and goodness on to you today~~~
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Heh, thanks my friend!
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sent!
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